You.
I never could show you my real face, always wore this smile for you even when i was burning inside.
tears of rage. rage of rage. hold it all in.
never let you see me hurt daddy's little princess always.
Now i see it clearly.
How can i open myself up to any other male when i could never even open myself up to you?
I locked away my heart because i saw how you hurt mum over and over.
i went searching for my heart the other day and found that it was gone. maybe i hid it away so well that it disappeared to another place where lost things go.
